AMP. Always Electric.

Volume 2, No. 1

Into The Grim

It was part of the year when
Leaves burn brown and crisp
And Uncle Mike's hair turned sterling.

On our way to breakfast,
His son calls him a hippie in need of a haircut.
Uncle Mike looks into the rearview and says,
"If I cut my hair, it would sell like gold."
Aunt Joanne exhales cigarette smoke,
Rolls her eyes.
Flicking ashes out the passenger window,
“And women would cry in the streets.”
We laugh into our breakfast tacos.

Years later,
On my way home from work,
I see Uncle Mike in the rearview
Pulling a cigarette from a pack of Kools.

He continues to grin
When our eyes lock.
He mumbles words I can't hear.
His mouth widens to match mine.
Feathery hair swirls in the zephyr of a window rolled down
Like the declining rhythmic beat of an electrocardiogram.
He knows he's dead...I think.
I grip the steering wheel like his frozen corpse hand
One week ago.

Thank you for everything
Was all I could muster
At his deathbed.
“Let go so you won't suffer anymore,”
Was what my brother said.

Uncle Mike
Propped up
Restricted tongue lapped over
Chapped lips and dried blood.
He patted us on the head,
Like well-behaved children,

And I'm still
Wailing all the way home,
Rocking in my seat...
Side to side...
Punching and slapping the dashboard,

His death still the scourge of individuals
Who folded under the pressure of familia,
The consecrated love.

A dream that was divine.

Vincent Cooper

Vincent Cooper is a Macondista living on the Westside of San Antonio with his wife, the writer, educator, activist and editor, Viktoria Valenzuela, and their six children. His chapbook, Where the Reckless Ones Come to Die, was published by Aztlan Libre Press in 2014. Cooper's poems have been published in various journals, ’zines and anthologies. Recent poems from his manuscript-in-progress, “Zarzamora,” appear in Huizache’s Fall 2016 issue and in La Bloga, August 2016.